i must confess. i told you the other day, that my committment for this week would be not to speed. we all know this is a serious issue i have. the first few days were fine, i only went 3 over both days combined. yesterday, however, i found myself feeling very confused, and inturn, i got very frustrated. it came out in my driving. as i was taking sarah love home, i caught myself going 10 over, and the thing is, i didnt care.
it caused me to question what i know about committment.. how much do i care about Ed not to let him down. how much do i care about the interns to help keep them accountable with my actions alone. how important is God to me, if i cant keep this committment, as small as it is.
im not looking for anything from anyone. im confessing, and letting you know, Ed, that i am sorry. and i am working harder, because i care for you guys to much to not hold my word.
love, andrea.
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ReplyDeleteim totally feeling the conviction on this one.
and i am going to make a concentrated effort be more prepared so that i don't have to leave my house in a 'rush' that would prompt me to speed.
amen.