aside from being sat on,

by the mathewson household cat, christmas, palm.bee is actually doing well. shes down to one strand of palm, the cat sat on the rest and they feel out. hahah.

anyways. i realized something. im not worried about palm.bee.

let me explain. upon getting this plant, the first thing on my mind was obviously 'i cant kill it.' and upon thinking that, i began worrying about what benefits poor palm.bee would be missing out on. instead of helping her, i smothered her. so, i stopped worrying. to my surprise, the soil is still wet after almost 2 weeks, and the one strand that is left is thriving.. green and everything. im not sure how to explain, maybe breathing indiana air. who am i to say?

im missing everyone more and more everyday. but God has not let me down. indiana has been such a blessing.. the weather is GLOOORRIIOOUUSSSS. i found out the other day ive been taking vitamins meant for seniors.. who cares, they're berry flavored.

THANK YOU! im grateful for everyones prayers. you dont realize what youre stirring even praying 1000 miles away.

heart means everything.